tio DUA..

YESTERDAY

i placed my hp on bus 40 and i only realised it when i reached home. my pathetic hp, my precious lanyard (no stocks alr) parted with me. was totally in frustrated mood and super anxious. this question keeps popping out from my head "what can i do now!!??". and i could only DO NOTHING but keep calling back.

i tried a lot of times and finally, it got through. i said "HELLO?" and he hung on me. at this moment, i was 85% confirm that i couldnt get it back alr. friends and brother, my aunt were all like 'Mass Calling'. BUT it was like a some sort of miracle because the guy ACTUALLY called back my bro's hp (becox my bro sent message to him offering him 150 bucks in exchange).

He sounded sincere and polite. i realise i misunderstood him becox he didnt hung me up. it's juz that my phone batt had ran out. i even asked him if he agrees to the deal i' m offering. he kindly said "oh, i wanted to return you your phone". and i replied "OH, i thought u're after the money". then, he told me to meet 6pm at parkway and that he will called me back at 5+pm. i didnt managed to ask him to meet wad place in detail as i was really too happy and excited. My brother reminded me immediately to tell him the details. and i message back to my phone to meet at 6pm at starbucks and i'll treat him eat/ coffee. i really had this gut feeling that he'll return me my phone!

TODAY

i borrowed my bro's phone for the day, hoping he will reply to my message or whatsoever. was feeling lucky and happy from ytd nite as i was convinced he's like kinda gentleman, from the way he speaks.

after sch, lp came my hse and slacked. chatted a while and i was really looking forward to meet the guy. had bubbletea at 7-11 there and baoyu joined us to macpherson sec to get the O lvl cert. bus-ed to parkway and reached there like 4 plus going 5. shopped around, waiting for time to pass by quick. was around 5.30pm and i message him "Hi, i've reached parkway alr. when you've reached, msg me and i'll go find you. i'll be waiting for you ;)" he didnt reply to my message. wanted to call him back but had been hesitating because i do respect him! he said that he'll meet me at 6pm and that's it! if i call him before time, he might think i'm irritating! as in, i'm rushing him to pass me back my phone and it's sounds really crude.

as time grew nearer to 6pm, i've been getting more and more disappointed. waited at starbucks for his message/call/meet-up since 6pm till 8pm or so. called a lot of times and apparently, he off-ed my handphone.

i know it's my fault that i left it there.
i know human are greedy by nature.
i know it aint easy to resist a "drop from heaven thing"

BUT

i really dont understand why you have to fake it like you're oh-so-sincere and gave me empty promises. I really thought there's at least a kind soul because the phone is really important to me. I really shed tears of joyfulness when you offered to return me my phone WITH NO MONETARY AGREEMENT ATTACHED. BUT it's like you're throwing me to the skies and pulling me down at another time. You can like just take/throw out my SIM card and just make the phone yours!

!@#$%^&*()